Back after a long break

Don't even know where to start it has been so long, I really forgot about this. Right now Im in Kuwait on a deployment and only have around 2 months left. Trying to stay here for around another 6 months but not sure if they will let me.

Been training after a break , mostly cause the operation tempo was high. Running weeks are back around 30 miles but bike and swim have been little to none. Really need to get to it if Im going to be heading home. Race season is not far off. Signed up for the Disney 1/2 marathon and the marathon on January 8-9 and would like to make it but if i get to stay i will miss if for sure.

I need to shake this thing I got going on!! Had a training ride planed for three days now and didnt make it again. I was all ready got things ready to go walked outside and called it off. Just couldnt do it, the days have been like that ever sense the last race. I wish this thing would pass im so tired of it, even the mornings when I do get out the runs are like work. A few days ago I thought that there was a clod coming on but just dont think that is it anymore. I plan on getting out for a run tomorrow I got to make it. The miles I been putting in are just not long enough. I need to get back up to 30-40 miles then start back to some long runs around 13 + miles if I am ever gonna be ready for the JFK. Well all I can do is see what the morning will bring.